Maybe I knew in my heart that this would happen, as I'm coping remarkably well. Maybe after last time I had accepted that this might be the route our lives take. So maybe thats why I'm coping; the love I have means I want you to be happy. It does tear me apart inside right now to think of never being with you, never hearing your laugh/seeing you smile, never having a squeeze ever again... But I know that will get better as we heal. The wound is still fresh.
Maybe this is what is meant to be.
Maybe we will look back on this and think how it all affected both our lives. Good and bad.
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